For those of us on this evolutionary path – it becomes quite apparent that there are many aspects to Self. We are well aware of the ego aspect and it’s fears, wounds and desires and then we are also aware of our True Nature or authentic self. We know these two exist within us and are polarities of self.
But what about the Self that is aware of, recognises and witnesses the ego and the true self? What about the part of us that is aware, (even slightly – like a niggle) that we are not following our true self or that knows we are playing out ego and making our decisions based on fear and wounds? What is that part?
This part of self is the YOU that decides and CHOOSES what to align to. After all an ego or fear based choice can be an entirely different one to that of our true self - therefore affecting the reality we experience.
Simply put, awareness of ego and True Self is not enough – you will still experience oscillation as a choice inside of self has not been made - at some point we need to uncover this choosing aspect of self - for without this being awakened we do NOT experience freedom nor do we feel there is possibility to move forward into new experiences. We sit on the fence.
Maybe we fear this choosing self as it may mean making hard-core decisions and taking real life action. Maybe by choosing to align to true self and following our hearts we at some level know this means quitting certain thing in life – it might mean making difficult and confronting choices that take enormous courage. Maybe we think it is easier to sit on the fence?
Unfortunately, the harsh reality is that whilst we sit on the fence we do not experience anything different, we remain unfulfilled and trapped – freedom is simply not possible.
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